Tomorrow, February 23, 2008
Myself and Alecia, Mason, Bardo, and Travis are going to embark on a journey that will take us down many snowy roads until we reach our destination of Off Broadway. We will begin our journey by leaving around noon towards St. Louis. We will pass by many monuments on the way like, corn fields full of snow, grass fields full of snow, cars with snow on them, and people who hate snow. The whole way there letting the musical talents of bands such as, The Toasters, The Slackers, The Pietasters, Bomb the Music Industry!, and The Planet Smashers seep into our soul and caress the senses that cause movement of the feet and arms until we will hardly be able to contain ourselves. Once at our destination of St. Louis we will fuel our energy for the events going on later in the night by filling up at the Spaghetti Factory with spaghetti, salad, ice cream, and other delicious items. After we digest the food, we will travel, possibly nowhere, possibly to the venue. Once their our feet will be one horn from dancing in anticipation. We will get our tickets into the venue and find a place to sit and/or stand. The music will begin to thump out of the speakers and our feet will begin to move and our arms begin to fly. We will be zombies to the music. Then, finally, in conclusion, The TOASTERS will come on stage. Out hearts will pound, our jaws will drop, our feet will move, and something else will happen. Then The Toasters will play their final note of the night as we clap our hands in anticipation that they may come back out to play another song. Out of nowhere we hear horns and then guitar and bass. Then the drums come and we start all over again, being turned into zombies. Then they will stop playing and then...
...
annnnd thennnnn
...
annnnnnnnnnddddd thhhheeeennnnnnnnnnnn
......
annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnddddddddddddddddddddddd thhhhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...
...
Then we will leave and drive home and sleep the end.
Friday, February 22, 2008
Saturday, February 09, 2008
Buzz Box
So... I have been sitting here tonite (pretty late, but dont worry, this time it was a weekend)...
earlier today i had a migraine... for most the day and missed out on class and work.
its better now though
ANNYWAYSSS... on with the point of this blog:
i'm in my room tonite by myself since my roomate went home for the weekend. I have just been messing around on the computer playing albatross 18 and stuff. I noticed that on comedy central right now there were infomercials, which eventually turned to the Buzz Box infomercial. It was not the first time seeing that infomercial, but the reason I am blogging about this is because The Buzz Box infomercial has extracted more thought and emotion out of me than any other infomercial, ever.
if you dont know what the informercial it is about, its for this collection of CDs with music from the 90s and some 2000s. It is all alternative rock music.
the dang infomercial really made me think back to when each of those songs were being played on the radio. those days were back when i listened to the radio. Is it just coincidence that i stopped? or has popular music really gone that far down hill?
I knew most the words to the songs they played and they also reminded me of certain times. Many of them just reminded me of my childhood. Most of the memories came in the area of probably 5th grade to freshman in highschool. Lots of them reminded me of all the times i used to go to six flags with craig and stuff. Some reminded me of other things. either way, for some reason my throat felt heavy listening to this music. Maybe it was a confirmation that those times are gone and i cant go back. (maybe cant go back besides by listening to the music). It was just kinda crazy how much this infomercial got out of me (much more than the girls gone wild and bowflex ones do!)
i'm also happy to realise that when i was younger i still had a pretty good taste in music. most the songs on that cd i would consider good. some on there i wouldnt, but i'm really not ashamed of my music tastes when i was younger. I am sure they have led me to my current tastes.
anyways this blog was pretty much pointless. When i began it, i thought i would have lots of good things to write but it didnt happen.
the buzz box is over $100 so i'm not getting it. The commercial will have to do for my occasional nostalgia (i cant spell).
oh and i suppose since someone else posted one of these, i will do it and add my answers.
have you ever...?
been in love?: yes
ate cactus?: no
rode a horse?: yes
skinny dipped?: sorta.
streaked?: sorta.
toilet papered a house?: yes
touched a donkey?: is this a sexual inuendo? NO.
made out in the dark?: yes
in the rain?: yes
in public?: yes
ate dirt?: yes
fainted?: yes
been in a mosh pit?: YES
made a mosh pit?: YES
had liberty spikes?: no
had a mohawk?: yes
failed a grade?: no
been in a band?: no
been in marching band?: no (was in beginning band for a few weeks in 5th grade though)
wrote an anonomous love letter?: i dont think
hate letter?: anonmous?
had a friend named Bob?: We used to call Craig Bob for awhile.
made hemp bracelets?: no
had a heat spell?: I dont know i think it was a bad migraine.
stripped?: yes
been on a sport team?: yes
gotten beat up?: psh.. someone beat ME up? pssh.
played in mud?: yes
thought about your existance?: yes
swam in a pond?: yes
kissed a stranger?: no
had more than 1 love?: no
gave blood?: no
belive in love at first sight?: umm, in most cases no, and depends on your definition of love.
been deep sea fishing?: no
pet a dolphin?: maybe at sea world? maybe not.
ate grass?: yes, on accident, and on purpose once.
been to a concert?: yes
been to a show?: yes
been to a party?: yes
been drunk?: yes
smoked?: no, well i smoked a cigar when a baby was born :D
got high?: no
see sawed?: yes
went to a scary movie and left?: no
talked to a cow?: not sure
skateboarded?: yes
fell?: yes
snowboarded?: yes
iceskated?: yes
mowed the lawn?: yes
listened to rave music?: like consistantly? no.
rap?: not really
rock?: yes
indie?: yes
emo?: sorta... never really liked it, but heard it a lot for awhile...
dressed goth?: no
dressed prep?: no not really
talked to yourself?: yes
cut yourself?: no
seen a naked person?: yes
taken a shower with your clothes on?: swimming trunks...
worn socks to bed?: yes, almost every night
cussed an animal out?: slightly probably
worn bright pink?: yes
worn black lipstick?: no
been obsessed over somebody?: yes
been kissed by the opposite sex?: yes
saw story of the year in concert?: umm... yes for a few moments before i left.
yellowcard?: no, didnt see them, but did hear them
antiflag?: yes
listened to country?: no
been to a country concert?: yes... it sucked.
fed a llama?: dont know
rode an elephant?: possibly
watched a nonrated movie?: yes
saw a shark?: possibly
had AOL?: yes
been on the internet for over 5 hours at a time?: yes
cussed somebody out in a different language?: yes
been burned?: yes
been bit by a person?: yes
ate raw meat?: does sushi count?
left your light on after watching a scary movie?: yes
told a joke and nobody laughed?: yes
made your own clothes?: t shirts
took antidepressants?: no
asked somebody out?: yes
danced in your room naked?: probably
sung in the shower?: yes, but prefer dancing.
found money?: yes
gave bad advice on purpose?: no
made someone cry?: yes
ate a whole box of pizza in one day?: like a whole pizza? yes.
bought something off of ebay?: yeah
never paid somebody back?: yes
done a really stupid dare?: yes
done something embarassing in public for attention?: probably.
talked on the phone for 4 hours?: yes
drunk out of a sippy cup?: yes
listened to hot hot heat?: not consistantly but have listened to a song or two
had a pen pal?: yes
won an award for anything?: yes
grew a plant?: yesh
have you ever pee'd in the woods?: yep
hey what do you know, two for one! you really got your money's worth... that is unless for some reason you actually paid any kind of money to see this... then you got screwed!
earlier today i had a migraine... for most the day and missed out on class and work.
its better now though
ANNYWAYSSS... on with the point of this blog:
i'm in my room tonite by myself since my roomate went home for the weekend. I have just been messing around on the computer playing albatross 18 and stuff. I noticed that on comedy central right now there were infomercials, which eventually turned to the Buzz Box infomercial. It was not the first time seeing that infomercial, but the reason I am blogging about this is because The Buzz Box infomercial has extracted more thought and emotion out of me than any other infomercial, ever.
if you dont know what the informercial it is about, its for this collection of CDs with music from the 90s and some 2000s. It is all alternative rock music.
the dang infomercial really made me think back to when each of those songs were being played on the radio. those days were back when i listened to the radio. Is it just coincidence that i stopped? or has popular music really gone that far down hill?
I knew most the words to the songs they played and they also reminded me of certain times. Many of them just reminded me of my childhood. Most of the memories came in the area of probably 5th grade to freshman in highschool. Lots of them reminded me of all the times i used to go to six flags with craig and stuff. Some reminded me of other things. either way, for some reason my throat felt heavy listening to this music. Maybe it was a confirmation that those times are gone and i cant go back. (maybe cant go back besides by listening to the music). It was just kinda crazy how much this infomercial got out of me (much more than the girls gone wild and bowflex ones do!)
i'm also happy to realise that when i was younger i still had a pretty good taste in music. most the songs on that cd i would consider good. some on there i wouldnt, but i'm really not ashamed of my music tastes when i was younger. I am sure they have led me to my current tastes.
anyways this blog was pretty much pointless. When i began it, i thought i would have lots of good things to write but it didnt happen.
the buzz box is over $100 so i'm not getting it. The commercial will have to do for my occasional nostalgia (i cant spell).
oh and i suppose since someone else posted one of these, i will do it and add my answers.
have you ever...?
been in love?: yes
ate cactus?: no
rode a horse?: yes
skinny dipped?: sorta.
streaked?: sorta.
toilet papered a house?: yes
touched a donkey?: is this a sexual inuendo? NO.
made out in the dark?: yes
in the rain?: yes
in public?: yes
ate dirt?: yes
fainted?: yes
been in a mosh pit?: YES
made a mosh pit?: YES
had liberty spikes?: no
had a mohawk?: yes
failed a grade?: no
been in a band?: no
been in marching band?: no (was in beginning band for a few weeks in 5th grade though)
wrote an anonomous love letter?: i dont think
hate letter?: anonmous?
had a friend named Bob?: We used to call Craig Bob for awhile.
made hemp bracelets?: no
had a heat spell?: I dont know i think it was a bad migraine.
stripped?: yes
been on a sport team?: yes
gotten beat up?: psh.. someone beat ME up? pssh.
played in mud?: yes
thought about your existance?: yes
swam in a pond?: yes
kissed a stranger?: no
had more than 1 love?: no
gave blood?: no
belive in love at first sight?: umm, in most cases no, and depends on your definition of love.
been deep sea fishing?: no
pet a dolphin?: maybe at sea world? maybe not.
ate grass?: yes, on accident, and on purpose once.
been to a concert?: yes
been to a show?: yes
been to a party?: yes
been drunk?: yes
smoked?: no, well i smoked a cigar when a baby was born :D
got high?: no
see sawed?: yes
went to a scary movie and left?: no
talked to a cow?: not sure
skateboarded?: yes
fell?: yes
snowboarded?: yes
iceskated?: yes
mowed the lawn?: yes
listened to rave music?: like consistantly? no.
rap?: not really
rock?: yes
indie?: yes
emo?: sorta... never really liked it, but heard it a lot for awhile...
dressed goth?: no
dressed prep?: no not really
talked to yourself?: yes
cut yourself?: no
seen a naked person?: yes
taken a shower with your clothes on?: swimming trunks...
worn socks to bed?: yes, almost every night
cussed an animal out?: slightly probably
worn bright pink?: yes
worn black lipstick?: no
been obsessed over somebody?: yes
been kissed by the opposite sex?: yes
saw story of the year in concert?: umm... yes for a few moments before i left.
yellowcard?: no, didnt see them, but did hear them
antiflag?: yes
listened to country?: no
been to a country concert?: yes... it sucked.
fed a llama?: dont know
rode an elephant?: possibly
watched a nonrated movie?: yes
saw a shark?: possibly
had AOL?: yes
been on the internet for over 5 hours at a time?: yes
cussed somebody out in a different language?: yes
been burned?: yes
been bit by a person?: yes
ate raw meat?: does sushi count?
left your light on after watching a scary movie?: yes
told a joke and nobody laughed?: yes
made your own clothes?: t shirts
took antidepressants?: no
asked somebody out?: yes
danced in your room naked?: probably
sung in the shower?: yes, but prefer dancing.
found money?: yes
gave bad advice on purpose?: no
made someone cry?: yes
ate a whole box of pizza in one day?: like a whole pizza? yes.
bought something off of ebay?: yeah
never paid somebody back?: yes
done a really stupid dare?: yes
done something embarassing in public for attention?: probably.
talked on the phone for 4 hours?: yes
drunk out of a sippy cup?: yes
listened to hot hot heat?: not consistantly but have listened to a song or two
had a pen pal?: yes
won an award for anything?: yes
grew a plant?: yesh
have you ever pee'd in the woods?: yep
hey what do you know, two for one! you really got your money's worth... that is unless for some reason you actually paid any kind of money to see this... then you got screwed!
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
Screw This
Why am I so dumb?
I stay up tonite, like most nights to do my homework.
But before I can start my homework I HAVE to finish anything else I could start.
So I start anything I can do.
Then I get so mad at myself for being so dumb and not doing my homework.
I decide to just screw it and try to do it in the morning.
then I stay up...
...
writing a blog about how dumb I am.
I stay up tonite, like most nights to do my homework.
But before I can start my homework I HAVE to finish anything else I could start.
So I start anything I can do.
Then I get so mad at myself for being so dumb and not doing my homework.
I decide to just screw it and try to do it in the morning.
then I stay up...
...
writing a blog about how dumb I am.
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Stupid Electronics!
hey there, (12:10am)
i'm sitting here about to do my homework
its past midnight, its normal
but i was not about to start it without listening to music (11:30pm)
so i just moved into the new room with the new roomate
so i decided to use the headphones i got for christmas
apparently they are high quality and worth a lot
anyways the time was 11 something
i put the headphones in my ear and start the music
THE STUPID MUSIC WAS LOUDER IN THE RIGHT EAR!
so i checked the balances of the music...
it looked fine
then i figured i got some ear wax in my left ear headphone (dont puke)
so it was true there was some in there
i got it out with my thumb tack
i put it back in, it still sounded off.
so after many attempts to fix it,
it still wouldnt work
stupid electronics!
oh yeah, turns out i cant hear as much out of my left ear for some reason.
now i may start my homework
(12:25am)
i'm sitting here about to do my homework
its past midnight, its normal
but i was not about to start it without listening to music (11:30pm)
so i just moved into the new room with the new roomate
so i decided to use the headphones i got for christmas
apparently they are high quality and worth a lot
anyways the time was 11 something
i put the headphones in my ear and start the music
THE STUPID MUSIC WAS LOUDER IN THE RIGHT EAR!
so i checked the balances of the music...
it looked fine
then i figured i got some ear wax in my left ear headphone (dont puke)
so it was true there was some in there
i got it out with my thumb tack
i put it back in, it still sounded off.
so after many attempts to fix it,
it still wouldnt work
stupid electronics!
oh yeah, turns out i cant hear as much out of my left ear for some reason.
now i may start my homework
(12:25am)
Sunday, January 20, 2008
I Think I May Have Hit a College Milestone (or maybe a life milestone)
My life may be changing drastically.
Economically and Dinnerly.
I think I may have hit the point of really getting tired of ramen noodles and popcorn.
maybe its just a phase.
either way, all i have had to eat today is ramen and popcorn.
and i'm laying in bed past midnight and all I can think about is how hungry I am.
I was close to crying over my hunger...
anyways i was laying there watching the food channel
it was iron chef.
all of that stuff looked soo good
then the next show had lasgna and stuff.
that stuff looked so good
it just made me more and more hungry.
I knew all i had was ramen.
I was almost willing not to eat it because i wanted something better.
well in the end i gave in and got my ramen and made it...
im waiting for it to cool as i type this.
the point is:
I think i am very possibly going to stop being so cheap with food.
I may go out more to better places
I may start buying food over $3 at walmart!
I may actually cook some stuff.
... now all i need is money.
Economically and Dinnerly.
I think I may have hit the point of really getting tired of ramen noodles and popcorn.
maybe its just a phase.
either way, all i have had to eat today is ramen and popcorn.
and i'm laying in bed past midnight and all I can think about is how hungry I am.
I was close to crying over my hunger...
anyways i was laying there watching the food channel
it was iron chef.
all of that stuff looked soo good
then the next show had lasgna and stuff.
that stuff looked so good
it just made me more and more hungry.
I knew all i had was ramen.
I was almost willing not to eat it because i wanted something better.
well in the end i gave in and got my ramen and made it...
im waiting for it to cool as i type this.
the point is:
I think i am very possibly going to stop being so cheap with food.
I may go out more to better places
I may start buying food over $3 at walmart!
I may actually cook some stuff.
... now all i need is money.
Packers vs Giants!
CAN ANYONE BELIEVE THIS..
note... you are surely reading this after the game is already over.
but currently, overtime just started and the giants just missed their 2nd field goal... this one to win the game and go to the superbowl.
now packers have it in overtime trying to make it down the field
This has been a great game and i hope the packers come up on top!
i'll add more after the game!
edit:
OH NO!!!!
interception!
crap
edit 2:
giants have a chance to win it...again... with a field goal!!!!
here it goess!
he's missed 2
...
crap.
giants won.
note... you are surely reading this after the game is already over.
but currently, overtime just started and the giants just missed their 2nd field goal... this one to win the game and go to the superbowl.
now packers have it in overtime trying to make it down the field
This has been a great game and i hope the packers come up on top!
i'll add more after the game!
edit:
OH NO!!!!
interception!
crap
edit 2:
giants have a chance to win it...again... with a field goal!!!!
here it goess!
he's missed 2
...
crap.
giants won.
Saturday, January 19, 2008
When I Die
I'll make you party at my funeral
'Cause mourning is for suckers.
I'll rent a ferris wheel and
cotton candy machine and have open bar
with all the Pabst that you can drink
the PA blasting my Clash records.
You'll finally know that life's okay
Even when bad things happen.
and i wish i wrote that, cause i'd be cool
but i'm that cool, but at least i am cool enough
to hear cool music
it was Bomb the Music Industry btw.
and yes... this needs to be saved, for when I do die. I'm Serious.
'Cause mourning is for suckers.
I'll rent a ferris wheel and
cotton candy machine and have open bar
with all the Pabst that you can drink
the PA blasting my Clash records.
You'll finally know that life's okay
Even when bad things happen.
and i wish i wrote that, cause i'd be cool
but i'm that cool, but at least i am cool enough
to hear cool music
it was Bomb the Music Industry btw.
and yes... this needs to be saved, for when I do die. I'm Serious.
Friday, January 18, 2008
came up short
i came up short at bingo. I was going for the holy grail of bingo. 3 wins in a row.
The first time I played bingo I won a digital camera. The second time i played bingo i won a 32" flatscreen tv (which i am currently typing on).
so this time, i was going for the george foreman grill. Oh that would be nice. BUT i didnt win. I hate my life.
really.
The first time I played bingo I won a digital camera. The second time i played bingo i won a 32" flatscreen tv (which i am currently typing on).
so this time, i was going for the george foreman grill. Oh that would be nice. BUT i didnt win. I hate my life.
really.
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
quick news
after quite a few hours of working on this website that would not do what I wanted, I got it to do what I wanted.
I'm creating a website about Sears Catalog Homes. (if you are from blackburn you may have seen the flyers advertising to do this)
this site looks like it will be HUGE.
The lady I am doing this for has a huge collection of many things that will be on this site. She wrote a book on it and there is more to come.
I am going to work pretty hard on this and try to make it look really good. I also have to work fast so I will do that too.
I'm just a little excited because this is my biggest deal on designing a website so far. I have been thinking a lot, but I am sure my good ideas will not come until I am in my thinking place(s).
the shower and the toilet.
salutations,
trent.
I'm creating a website about Sears Catalog Homes. (if you are from blackburn you may have seen the flyers advertising to do this)
this site looks like it will be HUGE.
The lady I am doing this for has a huge collection of many things that will be on this site. She wrote a book on it and there is more to come.
I am going to work pretty hard on this and try to make it look really good. I also have to work fast so I will do that too.
I'm just a little excited because this is my biggest deal on designing a website so far. I have been thinking a lot, but I am sure my good ideas will not come until I am in my thinking place(s).
the shower and the toilet.
salutations,
trent.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Oh yeah, Good and bad news of late
do you want the good new or the bad news first?
it doesnt matter what you want, this blog is not interactive.
so here's the good first.
GOOD NEWS:
I got my computer hooked to my new tv so now my computer screen is huge
I made it through break alive
Turns out I only have two books to buy
I get to make a website for someone! FOR MONEY!
You are reading my blog
I am about to put my new memory in my pc (and by "I", i mean marcus)
There's more i'm sure but i'm also sure that i'm done for now
BAD NEWS:
I am poor
I have more classes than i have time for and i am going to drop my drawing class
When I was born I had a certain defect which waited til this year to show symptoms of
THe streetlight manifesto concert was postponed
The Feature Presentation concert was canceled
...oh yeah the defect is called "super dumbness and forgetfullness"
And just now i had an idea: turn my bads into good things to make myself feel better:
I am poor... which makes me humble?
I have more classes ...etc... I get to take the class later and it wont hurt my gpa since i decided already
at least i found the defect this early and still have a chance to fix it
now maybe some more friends will be able to go to the show since its postponed to a possibly more convenient date
I ate out instead of the fp show
and admitting is hte first step.
alright i hope that was entertaining and educational.
Sincerly,
Trent
it doesnt matter what you want, this blog is not interactive.
so here's the good first.
GOOD NEWS:
I got my computer hooked to my new tv so now my computer screen is huge
I made it through break alive
Turns out I only have two books to buy
I get to make a website for someone! FOR MONEY!
You are reading my blog
I am about to put my new memory in my pc (and by "I", i mean marcus)
There's more i'm sure but i'm also sure that i'm done for now
BAD NEWS:
I am poor
I have more classes than i have time for and i am going to drop my drawing class
When I was born I had a certain defect which waited til this year to show symptoms of
THe streetlight manifesto concert was postponed
The Feature Presentation concert was canceled
...oh yeah the defect is called "super dumbness and forgetfullness"
And just now i had an idea: turn my bads into good things to make myself feel better:
I am poor... which makes me humble?
I have more classes ...etc... I get to take the class later and it wont hurt my gpa since i decided already
at least i found the defect this early and still have a chance to fix it
now maybe some more friends will be able to go to the show since its postponed to a possibly more convenient date
I ate out instead of the fp show
and admitting is hte first step.
alright i hope that was entertaining and educational.
Sincerly,
Trent
Monday, January 14, 2008
jan13 new phone i'm dumb
i'm playing ncaa. its late, i have to ge4t up early
i have a new phone number. 618-542-7088, add it, and let me know.
its a go phone though, so be careful on talking to me a ton.
unless you are cingular. in which case. talk to me alot.
im winning my game. i have new memory for the computer, i should add it soon.
the break was really fun. i was excited to come back to blackburn, but i was sad to leave home and the break.
yada yada yada
i have a new phone number. 618-542-7088, add it, and let me know.
its a go phone though, so be careful on talking to me a ton.
unless you are cingular. in which case. talk to me alot.
im winning my game. i have new memory for the computer, i should add it soon.
the break was really fun. i was excited to come back to blackburn, but i was sad to leave home and the break.
yada yada yada
Monday, December 24, 2007
Chistmas Eve Going on Christmas
Hey there loyal reader(s).
Its 11:35 pm, Christmas Eve.
so far so good. No terrible catastrophes.
My presents have been pretty nice so far.
I usually feel like I dont deserve them.
BUT I'll still accept them.
so far there's been shoes, clothes, computer program, concert tickets, money,headphones, food and some other things.
I'm pretty fortunate for this stuff.
Part of this all does suck with it being the first Christmas with my mom not being around much and my dad feeling like crap most the time. But, I should not complain. I am way more fortunate than many people.
so anyways i have a new cell phone too... ask me for the number... please! i dont wnat to just post it on here for anyone to see, but i'd love to give it to you, and you should give me yours! deal.
i'm listening to lots of ska music right now. Nothing puts you in the christmas mood like ska music.
i have these new headphones, i cant hear a thing anyone is doing around me. That is very nice.
i really feel bad i have not been able to get most people things. I have no money. I have got some things for some people, but the fact is I had to gather change in my room to be able to get home in the first place. and i barely made it that way.
anyways i think santa is almost here so i better go to my room before i screw it over by being awake and then my little brother and sister wont get any presents.
everyone have a happy christmas and dont hurt yourself to start the new year.
Its 11:35 pm, Christmas Eve.
so far so good. No terrible catastrophes.
My presents have been pretty nice so far.
I usually feel like I dont deserve them.
BUT I'll still accept them.
so far there's been shoes, clothes, computer program, concert tickets, money,headphones, food and some other things.
I'm pretty fortunate for this stuff.
Part of this all does suck with it being the first Christmas with my mom not being around much and my dad feeling like crap most the time. But, I should not complain. I am way more fortunate than many people.
so anyways i have a new cell phone too... ask me for the number... please! i dont wnat to just post it on here for anyone to see, but i'd love to give it to you, and you should give me yours! deal.
i'm listening to lots of ska music right now. Nothing puts you in the christmas mood like ska music.
i have these new headphones, i cant hear a thing anyone is doing around me. That is very nice.
i really feel bad i have not been able to get most people things. I have no money. I have got some things for some people, but the fact is I had to gather change in my room to be able to get home in the first place. and i barely made it that way.
anyways i think santa is almost here so i better go to my room before i screw it over by being awake and then my little brother and sister wont get any presents.
everyone have a happy christmas and dont hurt yourself to start the new year.
Thursday, December 20, 2007
Bipolar
I have a Bipolar life.
I'm not bipolar.
Everyone is bipolar now days.
I'm not.
My life just is.
Lately it is at least.
Some of the worst
and best things
have happened to me lately
examples? no.
ok i'll give a few:
Here's some on the low side:
halloween party incident which ended with the ambulance taking me to the hospital
me and alecia's break up
my parents split up
here's some on the good side:
won a new dig. camera playing bingo
got back together with alecia
won a new hdtv playing bingo
so there you have it... give me some prozak.
I'm not bipolar.
Everyone is bipolar now days.
I'm not.
My life just is.
Lately it is at least.
Some of the worst
and best things
have happened to me lately
examples? no.
ok i'll give a few:
Here's some on the low side:
halloween party incident which ended with the ambulance taking me to the hospital
me and alecia's break up
my parents split up
here's some on the good side:
won a new dig. camera playing bingo
got back together with alecia
won a new hdtv playing bingo
so there you have it... give me some prozak.
Monday, December 10, 2007
The Hardest Part
The hardest part is not what they say it is.
It is not getting the courage to begin.
Its easy to begin
The hard part is when you want to end but
you dont because of reasons you cant think of and
people you don't know
Its sticking it out for what is right
sticking it out for what might
happen if you do
and when it doesn't happen
You stick it out some more for
the chance that the goal may be reached
and when the goal is forgotten
you still stick it out because
it is all that you know by now and
it has become a habit
now the hardest part is breaking that habit
where again they say the hardest part is deciding to quit
And they are wrong again
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please note that i wrote this at 4:45am off the top of my head.
AND if you are worried that this is something about you and there's something wrong or something like that, stop worrying, there isnt anything wrong.
I dont exactly where this came from or what its exactly about in my life. Maybe school and my homework, because thats what i NEED to be doing right now. Either way, i dont know. i never sleep. good bye
It is not getting the courage to begin.
Its easy to begin
The hard part is when you want to end but
you dont because of reasons you cant think of and
people you don't know
Its sticking it out for what is right
sticking it out for what might
happen if you do
and when it doesn't happen
You stick it out some more for
the chance that the goal may be reached
and when the goal is forgotten
you still stick it out because
it is all that you know by now and
it has become a habit
now the hardest part is breaking that habit
where again they say the hardest part is deciding to quit
And they are wrong again
--------------------------------------------
please note that i wrote this at 4:45am off the top of my head.
AND if you are worried that this is something about you and there's something wrong or something like that, stop worrying, there isnt anything wrong.
I dont exactly where this came from or what its exactly about in my life. Maybe school and my homework, because thats what i NEED to be doing right now. Either way, i dont know. i never sleep. good bye
Sunday, December 09, 2007
Its been awhile
It appears i have been part of blogger since 2004. Now here is my second blog! So for those of you who were desperately waiting for a second blog from me, this is it, this is the moment you have all beeen waiting for.
Let me catch you up with my life in one word:
blackburntvaleciafoodsportshumorpingpong
there ya go.
Look out for my next blog...
(in 3 years?)
Let me catch you up with my life in one word:
blackburntvaleciafoodsportshumorpingpong
there ya go.
Look out for my next blog...
(in 3 years?)
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
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